Thursday, January 17, 2013

Peanut Butter Hiatus


Random....
This is pretty random and trust me highly unintentional and I can't believe I'm talking about this today but I honestly have been avoiding peanut butter the past year. I do not understand this because I used to be one that would just sit around and eat spoonfuls of peanut butter at a time. I think this began even before my journey through Paleoland. But in the past couple of weeks my craving for peanut butter has been pretty ridiculous. I bought a fresh container of it and plan to eat it with some apples later. Man it's strange but I am looking so forward to it. I might try my hand at mixing it with my Justin's almond butter and see if that's good.
 I need to get a life. Seriously.

Wedding update....
I finally have my dress. It is in my possession (well it's residing at my Memaw's so Thomas won't see it) but technically because it is not at the store, IT IS MINE!! I'm very excited. I had to go to the store 2 times before because of fitting issues, which really didn't help my self esteem any, but it's fixed, I can breathe. All is right as of now. 
I had worn what I was going to workout in to the store so it was pretty funny to see my sports bra poking out of my dress. Everyone thought it was real classy. 
This weekend Thomas and I planned to get our registry done. It's about time because I've been thinking about it ever since we got engaged. Other things we still need to do is (for real) finalize that stupid guest list. It's really not the funnest part of the wedding process. Also, I want to go look at suits for him and the guys. I'm not sure what I want yet, something gray for sure.

Cryfest 2013...
So if you are looking for some good tears, I suggest reading A Fault in Our Stars by John Green. It got me for a good 5 chapters straight. Just me lying on the couch bawling my eyes out as I read. What is up with me and books/movies that make me cry? Les Miserables almost had me leave the theater because I didn't want the stranger beside me and all the rest in the theater to hear me sob for Fantine. 

It might snow....
3-6 inches or something? 
The only reason why I want it to snow is
a) I might get an extra day with my fiance.
b)We could play in it with Luna. Super fun!
c) Possible excuse to take Winter engagement pictures (or just winter pictures, whatever)
d) HOT CHOCOLATE!! When I'm feeling extra bold I add a little Whipped Cream flavored vodka. Yum!

Thinking about the future...
I find that searching for a job online is addicting. I swear I just search any kind of term and check out what's available even if it's not something I'm technically qualified for. Right now I am trying to just see what is out there. Honestly I don't have time for a full-time job right now. Now come April, I'll be begging for someone to take me. I spent a lot of time yesterday tweaking and updating my LinkedIn profile because it was pretty puny and sad. I added all the experience I had and I'm sad to say I feel like I don't have enough. (One of the primary reasons I'm not applying for the DI right away). I need to spruce up my resume. Not that what I have done is sub par. It is good but there is just not enough good experience on there for me to be happy. 
I am still at the Food Shuttle because of my practicum. I have signed on to be a tutor for the Metabolism class at Meredith College. So that should be good experience, plus a good reminder of that subject. 
For some reason I feel like I need a certification of some sort. I have always thought about getting a personal training certification, cpr wouldn't hurt and I probably need to retake the ServSafe exam because my certification ran out from when I took it at UNCG. If only I spoke another language. I honestly don't have the passion for that or the money for Rosetta Stone. 
I am not aware of what you have to do to get a personal training license, I need to look it up. 
I recently renewed my AND membership and so I was looking up district dietetic associations to become apart of. I am stuck however, because I have been a member of the RDDA but I feel like I need to be apart of the Greensboro District Dietetic Association because that is where I'm going to attempt to work. I don't want to spend money to be apart of both and I don't want to join in the middle of their membership year so I may hold back on that until the summer.
I also feel like a bit of slacker when it comes to keeping up with the nutrition community. I haven't been keeping up with current research since my seminar class last fall and you can get really behind on that stuff pretty quickly. I'm planning on reading my AND emails just to see what's been going on and to try and find a topic for a paper in my Public Policy class.

Workout Week...
Planning out my workouts for the week has been somewhat helpful, especially on days where I'm not running around like crazy. Class days I am dead tired and just want to sleep. However, I did sneak in a 20 minute yoga sesh yesterday before class. 

Today, I feel so tired because I incorporated some HIIT in my workout. With the help of http://www.fitnessblender.com/  Seriously you guys I know I'm going to be sore after doing this video. It has reignited the infernal hatred I have for mountain climbers.
I know that HIIT burns calories. Like I didn't even have the strength to do arms like I said I was going to because I already felt like I had done an arm workout. I like workouts that give you that feeling like you've worked out every part of your body.

Schedule:
Friday: Gym (if no snow), Cardio (at home, if snow),+ arms
Saturday: Yoga
Sunday: Off
Monday: Gym (walking workout), + abs
Tuesday: At home +legs/bootie
Wednesday: At home + arms
Thursday: HIIT cardio

Off to eat some PB and motivate myself to get an hour in on my project!

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

Short and Sweet

I'm trying to update before going to the gym and then before the rush of me getting ready and heading to Raleigh. It's so crazy that since I decided to sleep in a stupid 2 hours, it puts me this behind. I had so much on my to-do list today too. Class ruins every one of my to-do lists. It takes up so much time and I'm not even sure we have class today. I assume since it's the first day of this class for the semester but our professor (who was not originally the professor for this course) hasn't emailed us or anything. Whereas the professor that was going to teach the class had emailed us during Christmas break to prepare us for it. I know this is going to be a waste of time ... for sure!

To-Do List for today....

  • Gym obviously
  • Read a Policy article for homework 
  • Try to come up with a topic for my policy paper
  • Organize a box of lotions, oils, bath gels, beauty products, etc. that are still in a box from the move
  • Make a list for our registry. We are going to register this upcoming MLK weekend. Target for sure but we need another place and hopefully will figure it out
  • Read 50 pages of current book I'm reading
  • Also, finish painting my nails from yesterday (totally got sidetracked)

Practicum update...
The practicum is slowly but surely coming together. I have edited a bunch and created a ton of handouts. I just hope they are good. My supervisor is giving me a lot of freedom in this project but I sometimes need more guidance but I always have questions to ask her. 
I'm hoping that it will be done editing this week or the next so we can figure out where to pilot the class. Classes have already begun and there is a limit on how many end in time for me to reach my deadline. I didn't go in today because a) a desk isn't available for me and b) I needed a bit of a break. I will work on it some but not a full 4.5 hours like I've been doing at a time.

Bachelor...
So yes, I'm a little ashamed to admit I watch The Bachelor. It's crazy I know but I get sucked into the drama and how crazy all the participants are. However, I'm bringing it up on the blog because one of the bloggers I follow who is a yoga instructor/nutritionist/ fellow curly-head, who resides in North Carolina was one of the participants! Sweet Tater Blog! I was wondering how she was going to do in that kind of environment because I love following her blog and she is funny and sassy but on the show you could tell, it wasn't her kind of place. It showed her leaving the show last night on her own accord because she realized it wasn't the right fit for her and I admire her for that. She probably found out that everyone else was insane and had to skedaddle! Plus, seeing the live tweets last night after she left was really pissing me off. I have naturally curly hair and it can be unruly sometimes and I feel that Sweet Tater really embraces her curls and tries to do stuff that normally I wouldn't even know how to do with my hair. People were making fun of her hair and I find it very funny that I pretty much every day get a compliment and people say "Wow, I wish I had your hair" "man you realize people pay a lot of money to have their hair do that". So I find it pisses me off when people make fun of hers because mine is very similar. 

Pics from this past weekend...
We went out to eat for my sister's birthday this past Saturday and it was pretty good. It's nice to have just my mom, sister and neices and nephew around.

Not the best photo because it was Instagramed.
BTW I don't get the obsession with Instagram. Never have and probably never will. Too grainy.

My  mom and I got a lot of little things for the wedding that day as well. We rented the arch for the ceremony, we got some lace fabric for our handfasting ceremony we are doing, we got some fabric for Thomas because he is going to make the ring bearer pillow (I lack the sufficient sewing skills to do this myself), we got a basket for programs, bought ribbon for the cake, I ordered some shoes for my dress but I'm not sure if I am comfortable wearing them all day. I really am considering just wearing flats the entire day so I don't fear tripping all day. I'll wear the shoes at the rehearsal dinner if nothing else.

That's it for now. I'm running behind! As usual....

Tuesday, January 8, 2013

The last semester of Grad School is upon us...

School...
My stress level is rising just thinking about tomorrow. I start working on my Master's project tomorrow ( I kinda started it before Christmas but haven't worked on it since), and I have a meeting with a professor then I have class after that for 'Public Policy'. I'm hoping that class is going to better than I think, otherwise it's going to be boring.
I am trying to look at tomorrow as the beginning of the end of grad school for me. But so much stands between me and graduation still. I had a deep talk with Thomas tonight about it all. All my worries and frustrations that I have about my project. Part of it is just me worrying for no reason because I know I will feel better once I start working on it again and feel like I'm accomplishing something but part of me is scared I won't do a good job. Part of my project depends on me teaching which is not a strength for me. I have bad social anxiety sometimes and it comes out when I teach which is super annoying and frustrating. I'm much better in one-on-one situations. Here's to practice makes perfect!
I'm drinking a glass of Riesling and listening to Bon Iver while writing this, hoping I can relax...maybe.

Wedding planning...
The #1 reason I procrastinate. We have picked out the flower girl dress, we have ordered the invitations, the bridesmaids dresses have been ordered (getting the bridesmaids to pay is another story), I have picked out a hair dresser to do my hair and makeup and I am so excited about that!
We have booked our DJ as well, my florist contacted me and said we should meet soon in the next month or so to finalize floral plans. My mother-in-law has booked and planned the rehearsal dinner which I am so grateful about because my limits are wedding day only. I can't plan everything else before it. I might be more crazy than I already am.

I tried on my dress last week after I had my hair trial to see how the dress and hair looked together. I am proud to say that I finally had my "Bridal moment". I didn't when I first tried on my dress. I loved the dress but I guess I just didn't have that bridal look. On Say Yes to the Dress, Monty says the brides have to get "jacked up" to really see themselves in the dress, so they do their hair and put a veil on and all this to really get them into their dress. That was me the other day, I felt "jacked up" and I almost cried but didn't. I hate bragging but I LOOKED GOOD. I've never felt that pretty, ever. I am so excited to wear it in 165 days!!!!
Next, order the flower girl dress, find shoes for the bridesmaid dresses, pick out rental things, I need to find material and lace for odd end things. I have to help my mom pick out a dress which should be fun. (total sarcasm here)

Fitness...
I went to the gym for the first time this year and I don't know why I avoid the gym like I do. Once I'm there I'm like "I don't want to leave!" but just to get there is the biggest mind juggle in the world. I have been talking myself out of going lately and just playing "Just Dance" or doing some workouts from Pinterest and my favorite fitness blog, Fitnessista. Which works for me but I do pay for the gym and would like to use it so I'm not wasting my time and I'm mixing up my workouts. I do get seriously bored doing the same thing all the time. 

Tentative workout plan for this week:
Wed: Off (are always going to be my off days or the days I do something very small)
Thursday: At home workout + arms
Friday: Gym, run + abs
Saturday: off (sister's birthday and wedding errands)
Sunday: At home workout + legs
Monday: gym + arms
Tues: gym +abs

At home workouts are either, Just Dance, zumba videos, circuits, or HIIT. 
I mean come on, I don't see how you can't sweat to this, all the jumping and such...

Well I'm off to watch Parenthood and try to get some sleep before my long day tomorrow!

Thursday, January 3, 2013

Reading List 2013

I didn't meet my goal for 2012. As you can read here.
 I will only increase my goal unless I meet my last goal so 2013's reading goal will be 25 again.



My list:

  1.  The Passage by Justin Cronin  **** 4 stars
  2. The Fault in our Stars by John Green *****  5 stars
  3. A Homemade Life: Stories and Recipes from my Kitchen Table by Molly Wizenberg **** 4 stars
  4. The Dog Stars by Peter Heller ** 2 stars
  5. The Tipping Point: How Little Things Can Make a Big Difference by Malcolm Gladwell ** 2 stars
  6. Linchpin: Are you Indispensable? by Seth Godin * 1 star
  7. Comfort me with Apples: More Adventures at the Table by Ruth Reichl **** 4 stars 
  8. Garlic and Sapphires: The Secret Life of a Critic in Disguise by Ruth Reichl *** 3 stars
  9. The Descendants by Kaui Hart Hemmings **** 4 stars
  10. Silver Linings Playbook by Matthew Quick **** 4 stars
  11. The Age of Miracles by Karen Thompson Walker ** 2 stars
  12. Gone Girl by Gillian Flynn **** 4 stars
  13. Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen ***** 5 stars (re-read)
  14. The Silver Star by Jeannette Walls *** 3 stars
  15. A Grown Up Kind of Pretty by Joshilyn Jackson **** 4 stars
  16. Dark Places by Gillian Flynn *** 3 stars
  17. The Dirty Life: On Farming, Food, and Love by Kristin Kimball **** 4 stars
  18. Wildwood by Colin Meloy **** 4 stars
  19. What Happened to Goodbye by Sarah Dessen *** 3 stars
  20. Lola and the Boy Next Door by Stephanie Perkins **** 4 stars
  21. Allegiant by Veronica Roth  *** 3 stars
  22. The Game of Thrones by George R.R. Martin **** 4 stars
  23. The Twelve by Justin Cronin (currently reading)
  24. A Clash of Kings by George R.R. Martin (*** 3 stars)
  25. Celebrating Peanuts: 60 Years (***** 5 stars) Yes I read all the Peanuts comics!
Next to read:

Wednesday, January 2, 2013

Avetts!

I'm pretty sure I had the BEST New Year's Eve last night. It beat all 23 before it by far. The Avett Brothers blew me away with how great they are live. They have incredible energy and I couldn't help jumping and dancing pretty much the whole night (except during the slow songs).

Here we are! Before the show began

Amos Lee opened for them and he was pretty awesome himself. He played a song called "Southern Girl" which both Thomas and I loved. He also played a song called "Flower" which I was really getting into. Need his music STAT! He also did a cover of the Queen song "Fat bottomed girls". It was so good.

Around 10:20ish Avetts finally came out and they started out the night with "Head full of doubt, Road full of promise". They ended the night with "I and Love and You" and it really was the perfect song to end with. You can really feel the love we the fans have for them and the love they have for their fans, especially since we were in their home state.

Overall it was a pretty perfect night.

HIGHLIGHTS...

Our seats


Our New Years countdown! It was amazing.



The setlist. It was so good. At on point they played like 5 of my favorites in a row.
Ten Thousand words. Colorshow. February Seven. Laundry Room. Kick Drum Heart.

Another song Thomas and I were so excited they played was "I Killed Sally's Lover"

Pretty much the most fun I've ever had on a NYE. Our New Years have been good the last couple of years but I don't think anything could beat this.

Can't wait for the next time to see them live!